There's no hurry anymore when all is said and done

I'm done with the girl I used to be.
I'm done with her hopes, her dreams, her loved ones, I'm done with her life. I've slowly given her up over the past year and I don't know whether it's a good or a bad thing but it's natural and it can't be undone.
I can't go back now.

I can't let myself get stuck in my own mind again, I have to move forward. This is my fresh start - I grew up. I had to.

My blog has been there for me when no one else was, through my hardest times, through the long nights when I couldn't call anyone because I couldn't let anyone in on my feelings.
It shows me where I started and where my path has taken me over the past 6 years. My whole adolescence is there, sometimes crypted, sometimes laid down in plain sight for anyone and everyone to read.
I still like to go back down memory lane, but I just don't identify with that girl anymore, so I guess my diary had to evolve too. It seemed natural to me to start a new story around the new girl.

This is where I start over.
There's only one day to start building the woman I want to be. Today.